About dryness

I don't know what is happening but some time ago I feel dry, I want to write and tell the miracles that are coming to my life and I can't see them, even I know they are always present. I'm alive and well, healthy, with some financial troubles but I have a place to live in, a beautiful one, food to eat, my children and grandchildren are ok, so God, as always is taking care, but my soul is a little out of focus or my ego is ruling completely without letting my Self to be the one and only to rule my life, well who know what it is but "This too will pass".

I am reading again "The Way of Zen" by Alan Watts, I hope it helps and I will talk about it in my next post.